Music and music people and musicians and musical savants from whom I learn something every day.

I wrote about exits a while ago. There have been a lot of exits the last eight years in the past eight years of my life. Because I have a tendency to look at the glass half-empty, I’ve focused a lot on those. I am trying to train my brain to turn that off and I’ve done a fairly good job of that.  But more work needs to definitely be done.

Late winter 2024 was kind of a turning point.  Something in my brain switched- a code switch so to speak. I started meditating and listening to music more deeply and intently and started trying to shed old patterns and thinking.

I also started asking the universe, in a very general way, to help me find a music community and to put musically centered people in my energy field. And you know what? It happened!

So- entrances.  I understand the evils and pitfalls, time sucking and everything else toxic about social media. BUT…it or the universe delivered what I was asking for.  I needed a change.  I needed a different perspective, a new outlet, a new community and I stumbled upon people and accounts, links and channels.  New info, new old music and energies that have turned me on, turned me inside out, touched me, tuned me in and generally altered my inner and outer world. I am so thankful and grateful for the universe or god or goddess or whatever led me to these.  My brain, my soul, my being has been lit up.  I can’t even explain it adequately.  I genuinely feel like a different person.

I’ve gone to hear more music than ever before.  I’ve found people I think I’ve been looking for, who my soul was seeking, who bounced into my life in the most natural and unexpected ways.  Was it magic?  Was it divine timing? I don’t know.  But I’ve fucking loved every minute of it and it was exactly what I needed.

Someone’s energy entered my field and completely changed my being.  Changed it in a way that made me realize I had been missing feeling alive. 

Missing feeling sparks.  And woke parts of me up that had been dormant for a very long time.  And also made me feel and want things I didn’t even know I wanted or needed. I am terrified that these will go away.  That this energy will evaporate.  And then what? But I am so damn thankful that this gift was delivered to me. That it entered my life. It has changed my brain and my physical self pretty radically.  And there’s no going back.  Winter 2024 was some kind of portal and the summer of 2025 was the embodiment or the transformation.  

Prior to this experience I didn’t really believe in fate or destiny or divine timing.  But the entrance of this soul can only be attributed to those things. Because there is no other explanation.  Nothing else makes sense. Do two souls spend eternity searching for each other? For the right conditions to align? Questions to which I will continue to seek answers.  While I am listening to music.